Kysa's Darkest Fantasy
(M+/F, sadism, rape, preg)

by Kysa Braswell
kysa online

I want to be beaten, raped, and impregnated. It's not just a fantasy anymore, it's very real. I constantly dream about it. I once told two guys separately, strongly hinting that I would love it, but got roundly criticized for being nuts.

In one discussion with a possible 'candidate', I said, "If I were to ever be raped, I wouldn't resist, I'd just lie back and enjoy it, since there's nothing I could do to prevent it." All the while I was smiling.

"Oh you would, eh? Well, I'll have to remember that sometime," he said.

"Got any ideas?"

"I would never do it, though," he said, adding, "I'd get caught and go to jail for years on end."

A similar short conversation ended almost violently as the guy told me I was fucking nuts and should never talk like that.

"You don't know what you're saying. You'd have to resist, or end up possibly being killed."

He didn't understand where I was going, and like a religious nut, he wasn't ever going to listen. So I didn't waste my energies. I closed the subject in my mind for a couple of years, until now.

But now I'm hoping someone, a friend or even someone I've never met, who is really hung (at least 8 inches) comes to my cabin, beats me, whips me, and rapes me over and over. But that's not all. I want to be truly beaten, slapped around, and have my ass and tits abused and bruised mercilessly.

You ask why and say to yourself, no one could really want this, right? Wrong. I do. I really do. It's not easy discerning why; some tell me it's because I never really had a father in the house and am looking for 'daddy'. I don't think of it that way, but who knows? But whenever I've had lovers or boyfriends in the past slap me around or beat, whip, spank me, I always came so hard later thinking about it. I mean I came really, really hard, having several spine-shattering orgasms. Sure I hurt and ached, but as long as he didn't bruise my face, then I figured I could get away with it. I love being slapped, but not punched in the face (who would?). But most guys are not into rough sex, and though they might entertain the idea, they would find it hard carrying it out.

However, if you think you're up to it, and would seriously consider raping me, then I'm looking for a man who:

(1) is not afraid to beat a young (23-year old) woman... hard;
(2) is well-endowed, at least 8-inches long and fairly thick. Larger is even better.
(3) doesn't mind beating my breasts, squeezing them hard, and slapping and punching them until they're black and blue.
(4) doesn't mind beating my ass with a belt, cane, his hands, a paddle (or all the above), and will keep going even if I pass out;
(5) would spank and whip my pussy;
(6) rape me multiple times over an entire evening, preferably cumming inside me, or at least down my throat;
(7) if he didn't want to do it alone, would bring a buddy or several to gang rape me, as long as all the men came inside me;
(8) would consider doing it all over again if I didn't get pregnant, or if he wanted, would allow me to service him even during the term of my pregnancy.

My favorite boyfriend of all time was not only very well-endowed, but he would beat and abuse my breasts before and during sex, and although it hurt like hell while he was doing it, I truly would cum so hard later I'd almost pass out. And when he would occasionally beat my ass during sex, I absolutely loved that, too. I felt like I was his, like I belonged to him and him only by virtue of him 'marking' me in that way. Oddly, it made me feel as if I was loved or wanted.

Now you may write me and tell me how sick I am and all that, but please consider it if you are a well-endowed male (or males) under 50 (race does not matter) and would not mind impregnating me. I would not hold you accountable for raising the baby or paying for it all all. But I would love the experience, as I've tested my limits and I have a high tolerance for physical pain. If you're willing to consider it and can supply personal photos, please write to kysa@kysaonline.com

Thank you for understanding, and possibly participating!



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© Kysa Braswell
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